Yep, it's gonna be tough and I hope I make it. I really don't want to move. I figure once I sell this house, I"ll likely never be a home owner again unless I win the lottery and pay cash. So, pretty much digging in to hold on to it, rather than sell everything I own for a friggin band aid. I just might have to say to hell with all the Dr's and surgeions and figure out a way to get things done without meds. I think I'll start with hanging myself upside by my feet, for some decompression therapy. Try some of these witch Dr potions like Shark Oil, Gluclosamine and Condroiten for soft tissue rebuilding, wear splints on my hands and see if I can reverse some of this **** on my own without invasive surgeries. I'm being told I need 5, yes, fuggin 5 surgeries. 3 on my back at lumbar, thorasic and cervical (neck) levels and a rod crammed up my ass to my brain stem so my back is fused solid. Hell, I won't be able to **** right if they do that !!!
Can't have that !!!
Oh and surgery on both arms and hands for the ulnar nerve entrapment and severe carpal tunnel.
or beat off 
Maybe you need to go to the Dr. for your glaucoma 
at least that might be useful. You'll be in my pryers, and just remember "everything happens for a reason" might not see what it is right away, but it will give you the reason one day.
